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For Ash Wednesday

I’ve published this poem by Merton before, and was so inspired that I had to share it once again:

  

The naked traveler,

Stretching against the iron dawn, the bowstrings of his eyes,

Starves on the mad sierra.

 

But the sleepers,

Prisoners in a lovely world of weeds,

Make a small, red cry,

And change their dreams.

 

Proud as the mane of the whinnying air,

Yet humble as the flakes of water

Or the chips of the stone sun, the traveler

Is nailed to the hill by the light of March’s razor;

 

And when the desert barks, in a rage of love

For the noon of the eclipse,

He lies with his throat cut, in a frozen crater.

 

Then the sleepers,

Prisoners of the moonward power of tides,

Slain by the stillness of their own reflections,

Sit up, in their graves, with a white cry,

And die of terror at the traveller’s murder.

 

Thomas Merton, Selected Poems (New Direction Publishing Corporation: 1959) 24.

 

 



The Song of Amergin

I am the wind on the sea. 
I am the ocean wave. 
I am the sound of the billows. 
I am the seven-horned stag. 
I am the hawk on the cliff. 
I am the dewdrop in sunlight. 
I am the fairest of flowers. 
I am the raging boar. 
I am the salmon in the deep pool. 
I am the lake on the plain. 
I am the meaning of the poem. 
I am the point of the spear. 
I am the god that makes fire in the head. 
Who levels the mountain? 
Who speaks the age of the moon? 
Who has been where the sun sleeps? 
Who, if not I?

Amergin mac Miled, 1530 BCE



Soul Wordle

I found a cool thing called Wordle at Monastic Musings. You can enter a bunch of text and it creates a sort of art piece out of it. I used the text from yesterday’s poem Soul Work, tweaked it a bit, and here’s what happened.



Soul Work

The soul is a cave, feral and complex

If I’m slow enough, I’ll traverse her caverns and study the pathways

Venturing wherever the Spirit leads

An opening here and a room there, many I have not seen before

Surrounded by wilderness, she calls me into the depths

 

Entering each room reveals work

Sometimes I will stay for a long time

Rehearsing the past

Sitting silently

Asking questions

 

Some rooms hold people hostage,

Waiting for justice or

Just waiting for me

Sometimes we talk together

Sometimes we cry

Sometimes I will ask forgiveness

Sometimes I will give it

I try to bless them on their way

 

In some rooms I find myself held hostage

Shackled by warped ideas and false belief systems

Slowly we unlock my disillusioned self

Tenderly we whisper truth and love

Carefully we set the captive free

Free from the ‘me’ that used to be

 

The work I do is invisible

Slow like molasses

Yet incredibly fruitful

Grace, love, and presence, make the violent rooms peaceful

I am transformed and seek to go deeper

Venturing wherever the Spirit leads

My soul is a cave, feral and complex



Manifesto: The Mad Farmer Liberation Front

 

Love the quick profit, the annual raise,

vacation with pay. Want more

of everything ready-made. Be afraid

to know your neighbors and to die.

And you will have a window in your head.

Not even your future will be a mystery

any more. Your mind will be punched in a card

and shut away in a little drawer.

When they want you to buy something

they will call you. When they want you

to die for profit they will let you know.

So, friends, every day do something

that won’t compute. Love the Lord.

Love the world. Work for nothing.

Take all that you have and be poor.

Love someone who does not deserve it.

Denounce the government and embrace

the flag. Hope to live in that free

republic for which it stands.

Give your approval to all you cannot

understand. Praise ignorance, for what man

has not encountered he has not destroyed.

Ask the questions that have no answers.

Invest in the millennium. Plant sequoias.

Say that your main crop is the forest

that you did not plant,

that you will not harvest.

Say that the leaves are harvested

when they have rotted into mold.

Call that profit. Prophesy such returns.

Put your faith in the two inches of humus

that will build under the trees

every thousand years.

Listen to carrion- put your ear

close, and hear the faint chattering

of the songs that are to come.

Expect the end of the world. Laugh.

Laughter is immeasurable. Be joyful

though you have considered all the facts.

So long as women do not go cheap for power,

please women more than men.

Ask yourself: Will this satisfy

a woman satisfied to bear a child?

Will this disturb the sleep

of a woman near to giving birth?

Go with your love to the fields.

Lie easy in the shade. Rest your head

in her lap. Swear allegiance

to what is nighest your thoughts.

As soon as the generals and politicos

can predict the motions of your mind,

lose it. Leave it as a sign

to mark the false trail, the way

you didn’t go. Be like the fox

who makes more tracks than necessary,

some in the wrong direction.

Practice resurrection.

 

Wendell Berry, Good Poems Selected and Introduced by Garrison Keillor (New York: Penguin Group, 2002) 274.



To the Holy Spirit

O Thou far off and near, whole and broken,

Who in necessity and bounty wait,

Whose truth is light and dark, mute though spoken,

By Thy wide grace show me Thy narrow gate

Wendell Berry, The Selected Poems of Wendell Berry (New York: Counterpoint Publishing, 1998), 107.



North Shore Poetry II
April 8, 2008, 4:32 pm
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When I was a kid visiting the north shore with my family, I have a vivid memory of a tiny restaurant called Betty’s Pies. Since that time, the tiny place has been rebuilt into a big place and it inspired a lament.

 

“Lament for Old Betty’s Pies”

 

Sagging roof, drafty windows

Cracked plaster walls with old stories to tell

Northern art and local flavor

Quaint and small

 

With the captivating

Intoxicating aroma

Of fresh baked pie.

 

Strawberry Ruhbarb

Triple Berry

Pumpkin

Apple whatever

 

It would kiss your lips

Rub your tummy

And put you at peace.

 

Then the “fire” came

All was lost to ashes and progress

Capitalism capitalized and commercialized Betty’s Pies

New metal roof

Industrial oven

Betty passed on her recipes to machines

Who forgot to add love along with flour

Along with the oil from her hands

Along with the scent of her presence

 

The crust no longer melts in your mouth

It no longer warms your soul.

The smell of pie has left for north of here

And the world will never be the same.

 



North Shore Poetry
April 2, 2008, 2:59 am
Filed under: My poetry, North Shore, Poetry | Tags: ,

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Last week I had the chance to stay on the north shore for a few days. It inspired some thoughts and poetry that I would like to share over the next few days.

The first poem was written after I left my cabin for a hike along Lake Superior’s rocky shore. After traveling just a few yards, I came upon a No Trespassing sign that pissed me off. So I wrote:

“Concerning the Man Who Posted the No Trespassing Sign on the Lake Superior Shore”

 

NO TRESPASSING said the sign.

Maybe Mr. Man, maybe.

 

If your sign guards the land where your fathers are buried,

I will find another way.

 

If your sign protects the land for your children and mine,

I’ll gladly turn right back around.

 

But if your sign

Is a sign

Of the Gold that you paid the Man

Who paid the Man

Who paid the Man

To take this Land

From the man

Who cared for and loved it so

Then my friend, this is not your land.

Then my friend, your sign says nothing.

Forgive me friend, for walking past your

Meaningless sign

On the Lake Superior Shore.

 



Reflections on the Day Before Easter
March 22, 2008, 4:44 pm
Filed under: Poetry, Thomas Merton | Tags: , ,

“Ash Wednesday”

 

The naked traveler,

Stretching against the iron dawn, the bowstrings of his eyes,

Starves on the mad sierra.

 

But the sleepers,

Prisoners in a lovely world of weeds,

Make a small, red cry,

And change their dreams.

 

Proud as the mane of the whinnying air,

Yet humble as the flakes of water

Or the chips of the stone sun, the traveler

Is nailed to the hill by the light of March’s razor;

 

And when the desert barks, in a rage of love

For the noon of the eclipse,

He lies with his throat cut, in a frozen crater.

 

The she sleepers,

Prisoners of the moonward power of tides,

Slain by the stillness of their own reflections,

Sit up, in their graves, with a white cry,

And die of terror at the traveller’s murder.

 

Thomas Merton, Selected Poems (New Direction Publishing Corporation: 1959) 24.



Solitude
March 21, 2008, 10:06 pm
Filed under: Poetry, disciplines, solitude | Tags: ,

It is a difficult
lesson to learn today,
to leave one’s friends
and family and deliberately
practise the art of solitude
for an hour or a day
or a week.
For me, the break
is most difficult …

And yet, once it is done,
I find there is a quality
to being alone that is
incredibly precious.

Life rushes back into the void,
richer,
more vivid,
fuller than before!

Ann Morrow Lindberg (from daily meditations at the North Umbria Community)



Advent Reflections (Peace), Part 2
December 4, 2007, 12:59 am
Filed under: Peace and Justice, Poetry

This past Fourth of July my wife and I were staying on the edge of the Boundary Waters Canoe Area wilderness in Northern Minnesota. We had a chance to drive and hike through the forests that had been hit by the fires last spring.  Already the undergrowth of bushes, grass, and small trees had starting coming back.  While thinking about our country, the Iraq war, and the forest fire, I wrote the following poem:

“Peace of July”

 

I see peace fall in cool rain

The hot violent fires exhausted

Hands on knees heaving soothing breathes

Of springing air touching our smoked scorched lungs

All was drenched in the peaceful dew

Love had quenched our roots

While we slowly grew back

 

Teaching our children by Spirit

We’ll stare at the tree scar museum

Of charcoal, of desolation, of ash

Passing on the story

Of hot violent hatred

And how peace came to pass

 



Thanksgiving
November 24, 2007, 10:53 pm
Filed under: Poetry, prayers

For each new morning with its light,
For rest and shelter of the night,
For health and food,
For love and friends,
For everything Thy goodness sends.

- Ralph Waldo Emerson



A Franciscan Benediction
August 7, 2007, 9:09 pm
Filed under: Poetry, prayers

A friend shared this prayer with me today. Thought it was pretty inspiring so I’ll pass it on as well…..

May God bless you with discomfort at easy answers, half truths, and superficial relationships, so that you may live deep within your heart.

May God bless you with anger at injustice, oppression, and exploitation of people, so that you may work for justice, freedom, and peace.

May God bless you with tears to shed for those who suffer from pain, rejection, starvation, and war, so that you may reach out your hand to comfort them and to turn their pain into joy.

And may God bless you with enough foolishness to believe that you can make a difference in this world, so that you can do what others claim cannot be done.



The Prayer of Oscar Romero
June 19, 2007, 10:42 pm
Filed under: Poetry, prayers

It helps, now and then, to step back and take a long view.

The kingdom is not only beyond our efforts,it is even beyond our vision.

We accomplish in our lifetime only a tiny fractionof the magnificent enterprise that is God’s work.

Nothing we do is complete, which is a way of sayingthat the kingdom always lies beyond us.
No statement says all that could be said.
No prayer fully expresses our faith.
No confession brings perfection.
No pastoral visit brings wholeness.
No program accomplishes the church’s mission.
No set of goals and objectives includes everything.

This is what we are about.We plant the seeds that one day will grow.
We water seeds already planted,knowing that they hold future promise.
We lay foundations that will need further development.
We provide yeast that produces far beyond our capabilities.

We cannot do everything, and there is a sense of liberationin realizing that.
This enables us to do something,and to do it very well.
It may be incomplete,but it is a beginning, a step along the way,an opportunity for the Lord’s grace to enter and do the rest.

We may never see the end results, but that is the differencebetween the master builder and the worker.

We are workers, not master builders; ministers, not messiahs.We are prophets of a future not our own.

Amen.



“I Go Among the Trees”
March 6, 2007, 5:13 pm
Filed under: Poetry

by Wendell Berry
I go among the trees and sit still.
All my stirring becomes quiet
around me like circles on water.
My tasks lie in their places
where I left them, asleep like cattle.

Then what is afraid of me comes
and lives a while in my sight.
What it fears in me leaves me,
and the fear of me leaves it.
It sings and I hear its song.

Then what I am afraid of comes.
I live for a while in its sight.
What I fear in it leaves it,
and the fear of it leaves me.
It sings, and I hear its song.

After days of labor,
mute in consternations,
I hear my song at last,
and I sing it. As we sing
the day turns, the trees move.

Pics from the weekend coming soon I hope.



Northside Children
January 31, 2007, 3:46 am
Filed under: My poetry, Poetry

Bring the children of the Northside near
Cover their eyes and plug each ear
Don’t let them know, don’t let them hear
We’ve lost five lives on the Northside this year